I started this entry a week ago, leaving it unfinished because I was to overwhelmed to speak another word. And today, today has been a very unsettling day. It seems as though something keeps unraveling in my life and I'm not sure why or even how to handle the majority of it. It's one bad thing after another. Just when I think to myself that "it's not that bad, it could be worse", it gets worse. Something else knocks me down.
This is all making me very overwhelmed and just beyond unsettled -- so much so that I've sat here for 4 hours staring at the walls, trying to make sense of something. Trying to find something that I even remotely feel in control of.